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a roving we will go!
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the headache. again. tired, still. i got groceries and got some jeans on sale cause i have none that fit my robust ass. well, now i do.

i am trying to figure out the logistics of toting my wheel to camp on the train, still. i get so stressed like a big nerd.

what else did i do today? nothing. i made some bread machine bread. and. nothing. i didn’t get my bloodwork done because…i am afraid to find out that something else is wrong. i am so tired all of the time. and i don’t know that i have been this consistently tired for this long before. and it scares the shit out of me. i have always felt in my heart that i exaggerate, that i could push harder, do more, but it isn’t true. i really can’t do more. did i say that it scares the fuck out of me? anyway, i will get it done on wednesday. i promised jake. i promise. maybe i have bullshititis or something like that. although i hear it is incurable.

so, i did get batteries for the camera today and will take photos of the thrift store and antique store haul plus yarn, so hold your horses and check back to-morrow. okay?

and to those of you competing with me for han solo…well…i made a pretty good princess lea everyday for months as a preschooler, so back up!

smoooooooch. and hug!
n.