i dreamed that i feel asleep on a bus and woke up two hours away…

also, in this dream that had a hundred different layers of suck, as usual, one of my friends had gotten almost the identical haircut and color as mine but acted like she had no idea. so odd. additionally, there were women in my dreams talking about childbirth things and in my dream my dad was telling me just be tough and have a kid or two, and i was super freaked out. i started thinking about my lack of energy and how i would possibly take care of kids. needless to say, i was reading ms. melanie’s blog before i went to sleep. i get alarmed just reading about what other people are trying to do. and let me just say how incredible it is that she has MALE friends that stay up with the babies. i think none of my friends would. in fact, we might not even have friends after that.

i packed up orders and did businessperson sorts of things, went to the post office and then realized that one of the packages had been labeled, but i left the label at home. this is a regular client, so i pondered for a moment if i could remember the address on my own. actually, i could have looked it up on my phone, or at the library, but i didn’t think of it. the post office is like 2 minutes away from my house, so i will go to-morrow. no biggie.

i also decided that i will be shipping first class with insurance and delivery confirmation, so that i don’t continue to pay for shipping out of my pocket, it actually costs a few bucks more per package, sometime a lot more than that, for all of the services i add, and it will get there just a fast. so.

i sent the pattern for the loop stitch necky thing to shannon for one of the books she is working on. and hopefully it makes sense. it actually would make a super cute purse.

what else? oh, i love le pens. they are my favorite pens. my writing looks a million times better with those pens. and they come in really good colors. teal. olive green. brown. but! the are not waterproof ink. i found out the hard way whilst mailing stuff in the rain. sigh.

my friend john from pdx is in town, although, in traditional john behavior, we are supposed to have dinner but i have yet to hear from him. and it is after 6. so. jake wanted to go, but it will be too late for him. but! his wife, lady diana (really) is getting some pressies from me that i was planning to just mail, although the mail might get there quicker than she will get it from john. anyway. some good stuff. like yarns that were not listed on the site. from me to you! and more. so much more!

the yarn store in atlant finally got my samples, the second one, the first never showed up, and made an order, i think the pricing is sorted out, but emailed her just to confirm. so that will be good if it works out. i know i need to talk to some local yarn shops now that i don’t have one that i sell to…i am so sad that they are closing. i am stunned that no one bought it. anyway, i have a hard time calling people and going out to meet them, despite the fact that i have done super duper well everytime i have done it. it isn’t shyness or anything. just my antisocial nature. it is so bad. i wish i wasn’t like that. if there is something going on that i am supposed to come to, i start getting nervous about it and that people will fuss over me and then i will not be able to ditch out, and…i suck.

ok, off to do some work.
xo,
n.

4 Comments »

  1. Vickie said,

    May 17, 2006 @ 7:49 pm

    It sounds like you need an agent. You spin the yarn and send someone else to sell it. Get a local blog buddy, pay her in yarn, et voila!

    Re: the links on your blog - I love them! I enjoyed several hours of pure silliness making the pipe cleaner man dance.

  2. Tala said,

    May 17, 2006 @ 8:33 pm

    If you suck I suck, because I’m the same way - I cannot face having to sell myself to people - I’m still waiting to talk to my LYS about selling my yarns, even though she’s the sweetest person and I think she would totally do it. Talking to people I don’t know makes me so tired and stressed, ugh. That being said, GO OUT AND DO IT! You need your yarns to spread across the world and take over - they’re that gorgeous! If I had more disposable income, I would collect them and put them in pretty display cases and take them out only to pet them!

  3. Lady Diana said,

    May 18, 2006 @ 11:44 am

    I think I did what tala said, I petted some of your yarn yesterday. They are such good little yarns and I loooove them.

    Natasha, you are killing me. Stop being so nice. Sorry for John’s flakiness. I made him swear that he will make it tonight.

  4. Carrie said,

    May 18, 2006 @ 3:17 pm

    If you suck, then so do I. I am so NOT able to sell my stuff. If someone finds it on the web, hooray. But when it comes to going into a store and hawking my things, I really chicken out–for me it’s shyness in addition to my antisocial nature. Once I know people I’m fine, but I have real trouble making contact. It’s really hard for me. Honestly, it’s amazing I was able to approach the one store I did who is selling my yarn…

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