so, let me just say that i really planned an update yesterday. what happened? well, over the last week i have been plagued with health issues and headaches and had a bad night on saturday (among other nights). we went to joann’s on sunday to get some of the xmas stuff for xmas yarns that i need to get cracking on (it’s december! did you know?) and other bits n pieces and then went for groceries. i had to stop and get refills on my migraine meds because i felt a bad one coming on. i had the hyper (premigraine) period and planned to do work when we got home. started to feel exhausted by the time we were driving back home, lay down with the bad chills that i get before conking out and conked out. and i mean conked out. i am normally a light sleeper, but jake tried to wake me, even going as far as to bring me a cup of coffee which i think i fell asleep holding and i didn’t wake up until 11p. yeah. totally wasted day. when i woke up earlier, i thought i had slept all day and it was monday. that is how out of it i was. i read for a little while when i woke up on sunday, took a shower and fell back asleep around 2 until this morning. i got up, showered, started to work and the migraine stuff came back. should i be blogging? well, no. but i fear that if i don’t now, i won’t be in any shape to do it later. i have sooooo much work to do and it is incredibly frustrating not to be well enough to do it.
i had crazy dreams that included carrying a sick mouse around in a tiny box and accidentally holding the box so tight as to squish his eye partly out. and as usual, being lost and/or unable to get home and going in the wrong direction. any opinions on what this is all about? additionally, due to guilt over not getting fibre work done, in the dream, there was a giant ball of yarn that the townspeople came to get yarn from and huge amounts of dyed roving that looked like a colorful river on the valleys. so strange. where is that place anyway? in my dream, it was out towards philly. anyone know it?
we should have our house repaired in the next few days and when jake cleaned up outside (did i tell you this already? my brains are a bit scrambled) he found huge nails from the house all over the place. which is what scratched and dinged the car, i guess.
i have tons of fibre to list, plus batts and i really really hope to do it by midweek. i have tons of work i am backed up on, but i really will do my best. it will be worth the wait! i promise!
i am hoping that my health is on the upswing. the combo of the mayhem, the exhaustion, the hives, the steroids (blech!), the headaches, pms (i didn’t know!), etc, etc, has been hard on me, so now that things seem to be letting up, i think i will be able to produce the stuff i imagine. i am also able to put on makeup without it feeling like acid, although my face is so scabby that it doesn’t do a great job of covering stuff up, anyway. but what can ya do? nothing. wait for it to heal and try not to mess with it.
my mom got the knitted stuff i made for her and maddy and the twins. the hats for the twins were too small for their big noggins, so i need to do a couple more for xmas/hannukah. and, the purple one i made for maddy with the little flowers on it lost a flower right out of the gate. good craftsmanship, eh? i have started to put buttons and stuff onto knits with thin wire now. it is coated so it won’t rust or anything, and it should hold better.
my studio looks like a yard sale. bad. we got all of the crap out of the bedroom and it went to the studio (where it belonged) but it is just jam-packed full of crap. and i don’t have the time to sort it. my energy needs to be put only into work.
i got a plastic doorhanging shoe rack thing to put all of the loose bits and pieces for spinning,etc in. i will post pics when everything is organized. i think i have mentioned before that if i can’t see it, it might as well be gone, so it is the best idea to put everything in an organized place that is easy to see. if it works, i may get a couple more. and the fact that it hangs on the door is a good thing, too. i have so much sparkle and nylon and bits and pieces.
ok. i am going to chill. string sequins or something like that and then try to spin. my eye feels like it might pop out of my head. my apologies for non-productive/negative-ish posting. and as usual, thanks for all of the sweet comments and emails. you guys…
xoxoxoxo
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