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i have been feeling really strange and emotionally drained. physically drained, too. it could be the impending vacation, i always get really stressed out before we leave. i hate leaving the cats. sigh. anyway, i know, boo hoo, poor me, going on vacation. my mom has been staying with us since sunday and it has been nice to see her, although i think i am a bad hostess.
i found out that one of our only old family friends has breast cancer and i feel oddly numb about it. it happens a lot with me when things happen. i don’t know why.
wow. i really wanted to blog and now i am at a loss for words.
i will do my best to blog from vacation. we will see how that goes. squeeee!
xo
n.
yarnjunkie said,
May 18, 2007 @ 10:21 am
I feel numb when bad things happen also. I’m still trying to figure out why… It’s not a selfish “I don’t care” thing, because I care, I just don’t know how to express myself I guess.
Have fun on vacation!!!!
abe-hap said,
May 20, 2007 @ 5:43 am
have a great vacation and try not to stress, your kitties will be fine, i have to admit i laughed when i read about you being a bad hostess to your mum, probably cause i was thinking the same thing when my mum came for a visit last x mas, i hope i wasnt a bad hostess - heck shes my mum, im sure she still loves me even if i was
vera said,
May 20, 2007 @ 11:28 pm
i understand the numbness too. i think sometimes we just don’t know how to cope, and we kind of shut down a little.
have a wonderful time on vacation. hopefully it will be relaxing and refreshing for you. :0)
natasha said,
May 31, 2007 @ 10:04 pm
thanks guys!