man, i had a bad run. the last week or so i have just been feeling like poo. yesterday, worse and today, really bad. i am not exactly sure what the deal was. i did a bit of snooping on a new site i found called www.butyoudontlooksick.com that basically deals with all kinds of things that we deal with…at first, i thought it was just the lady problems that were making me flare up, i guess that is pretty normal in all of the maladies i have, but it got really bad. i had the sweats, the chills, heebie jeebies, i am not sure if i had a bad batch of patches. i ended up taking a shower, sitting down and drying off, getting dressed and back into bed and then basically getting back into the shower. by the 6th time, i took a chill pill (literally) a pain pill, put new patches on and was so exhausted that i sat down in the shower. i am not sure what it was that helped, but by the time i got out, i felt human, was able to watch ugly betty with jake and go online! wha?
i am super behind in getting any work done, getting orders out, returning and checking my email. it is beyond frustrating. i know i can only do what i can do, but it doesn’t change the fact that it drives me crazy. when i can’t even get myself somewhat under control with medications, i really start to freak out. i have been more emotional than i usually am, i am sure due to hormones, but still, when i don’t do anything, not even things i enjoy…don’t read a book, knit, talk on the phone, make something…anything, it just drives me crazy. i don’t wanna whine anymore, i just wanted to vent a bit.
jake is so sweet to me. he keeps asking what he can do, what he can get, what can he make…meanwhile, i haven’t even done a minimum of housework, cooked dinner, scooped litterboxes, nothing. i barely can get out of bed and take a shower. i am too tired to make a cup of coffee. he is just so kind. he never makes me feel guilty. he acts like it is crazy for me to think i should help out around the house, or do anything more than lie in bed all day. i don’t know that i could work as hard as he does, come home and do whatever needs to be done and still be so nice and sweet. i don’t think i could. i love you jakie. you is the best. you my flowa.
okay, gotta check some emails. to-morrow, as jake always says, i will feel better.
mwah!
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Thanks for the “butyoudontlooksick” web site. Looks interesting. I have fibromyalgia and some other “stuff” and I can relate. Take care and I am sending good thoughts for you to feel better.
Feel better, babe!
That pic of Jake kissing Izzy is the the cutest thing ever. So sweet, both boy and kitty!
lisa and amanda, it worked! i feel better today! you guys are magical. seriously. mwah!
tracy, it really is a good site. the people are so so nice and it covers just about everything. if you have a question, someone can probably answer it for you and does fairly fast. pretty kewl.
hope you are feeling better! that…and the pic of jake and izzy…precious.
thanks nomes, i am okay. i told jake i can only imagine what he would be like with human offspring!
your tattoos are pretty. just a random thought.
thanks ruby!