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i went onto amazon and blew all of it. 150 bucks on books. i luv it. as a kid, we really didn’t have many toys (my parents got over the toy thing in time for my much younger bro, lucky dog, you!) but we were always allowed to get a book whenever we went to the bookstore, or a record. thus, i still am a big book and music buyer. that and art supplies are the only things i tend to spend money on without feeling guilty. i hoard those things. we have loads of books. and i think all of us in the my family do, too. i have my parents to thank for that. no really. i could be hoarding milk glass or something. not that there is anything wrong with that.

i had a day of feeling strange and headachy and tired. i did spend hours on the phone blabbing to barbe rather than doing work. i really do feel odd. and really shakey. my hands are shaking like crazy. not sure what that is all about. jake is back in new york this week. i had him for my birthday on saturday and then he left sunday and i do really miss him. poor pavel has been really bummed out about his papa being gone. he keeps to himself. he already was acting strange because the other cats were being funny about the kitten, although i catch him hanging out with the kitten (or rather, letting her hang out with him) but he acts all aloof like he doesn’t know she is there, or playing with her, which is even more crazy. i hope they will be close. he needs a friend. other than jake, he is just not connected to anyone much. he will come and sit next to me when he is super lonely, but i am not his beloved papa. poor fella. when jake isn’t here, my horrible eating habits are even worse (is that possible?) and i am too lazy to cook something/have no food in the house other than cereal and yogurt, so ya know. if i was single i might starve to death. or eat cat food. which is really good quality stuff, i bet it would be healthy.

in other kitten news (i was just going to spell news “noose” um.) isobel is eating hard food! i got her this baby kitten food which has teeny pieces and she actually really likes it a lot. unfortunately, kahlo and peeps love it, too, so i have to feed her by herself, i let her come and get me when she is hungry. so. she has been acting like a little maniac hopping around and jumping and biting. i got her this halloween cat toy that is a plush ring with a face and bat wings and a tail which i put over her head and she attacks and it keeps her busy for a few minutes, although, if she decides that she will terrorize me or my computer or knitting or whatever, she will. and that is just the way it is. here she is being attacked by her halloween toy. it is trying to eat her.

i have some really purdy poppy scarfalettas ready to list, neckywarmers, yarn, so much stuff. i just need to take photos and list em. i feel so guilty about it. gah. here are some birds i got legs on finally. they stand up on their own! woot! and poseable, too. i had made the bodies and they sat around for months whilst i got the legs attached. i have a bunch of other featureless softies that need to be finished, too. i also need to list that zombie pirate….

i need to get some new clothes for fall. i got rid of all of the crap that didn’t fit, although i have some stuff that i still need to ditch, but i need some good pants and jeans. whilst looking online for some suggestions, i found this cool site that helps show you what jeans would suit your figure and needs best, and they do that for other things, too. for free! kewl? ya. i guess it is just to see if the jeans actually do look nice. ya know?

okay, i am going to try to feed the kitten and sleep a bit. thanks for all the birthday wishes. it makes me feel special. it does..

mwah!
n.