3:49 a.m.

i haven’t slept yet. yesterday i woke up with a bad migraine. i had a hair appt and i had to go because i had missed my appt before that and my hairdresser must hate me. anyway, the florescent lights there and the fumes (i guess) always make me sick. by the time i am getting the actual cut, after the color, i am shaky and jittery and feel crummy. so i end up doing nothing else on days that i get my hair done, unless i do it later in the day and do other stuff earlier. when i got home i had the lupus chilly sweats and took a shower to defrost a bit. i also took some meds and by the time i got out i felt human again. i changed my pain patch. at around 11p, i notice that i feel all jacked up again like i did the other night when i had the hole in the friggin patch. guess what? another hole! so, i haven’t slept yet. izzy was running around on the bed non stop (she finally fell asleep) and the cats were fighting and i just was overmedicated and felt yucky. so. i got NOTHING done today other than checking emails and a couple of phone calls. i really needed to get orders packed up, but alas! did not. so that will be the goal today along with some spinning, some listing fibers and yarns, etc. i think i am going to just get out of bed and do work shortly because i don’t think i will sleep.
i got the new william gibson book, spook country which is fluff, but i always enjoy his stuff. i don’t read much fluff, but i give in to ole’ william. also, i got the dr. oz book on cd, you on a diet which is basically like an owner’s manual for your body and how to manage your weight, not diet. how to understand how things work rather than waging war against your body. i don’t eat a lot at all, in fact, i am known for my picking since i was a little one, and i think that might actually be making me gain weight. it is good so far.
coffee and miniwheats time…
yay!
xo
n.